The Challenge - 1st 4 days

I really don't know if its my pride or pakitang-gilas(i don't know the English for that) but i made it through.

nevertheless, it was a bone-breaking job. the first night, i had to struggle with psychological insomnia. plus night sweats. it's because this habit has become a sleeping pill. then, i had a psychological itching in my scrotum. i have to carefully scratch trying hard not to grasp my thingie. for i know once i got it, nothing's gonna stop me. so i lied on my front, face down to avoid the touching. good thing it worked. it was also a good thing my brother slept beside during the second and third night.

so what have i learned from this experience?
if i really want something badly, i can.

and i'm confident i'll complete the challenge.

take note: right now, i'm alone at home